The city lights passed by in streaks as I drove, one hand on the wheel and the other on the gear stick. The car was quiet, and no music played.
Alisha Roy.
No headlines. No photos. No mention of a marriage, let alone a separation.
How had that gone completely unnoticed?
If Alisha had truly been absent from that marriage if things had ended early, like Abhiram implied then who is Myraâs mother?
Was Myra adopted?
But... no. There was emotion when he spoke of her mother. A grief he didnât show, but didnât hide either. Not about a stranger. Definitely not.
I didnât have answers. But my instinctsâthey whispered this story was far more complicated than what little heâd shared.
After parking my car in the building, I exited. I unlocked the front door and entered the home. A dim light emitted from Ma's room.
I peeked in. âMa? Youâre still awake?â
She looked up from her book, smiling. âI was waiting for you. So? How was it?â
I stepped in slowly, bag still slung over my shoulder. âHeâs⊠a good man, Ma. A really good man.â
Her smile widened.
âAnd?â she asked after a pause.
âI donât know where itâs going to go. But I⊠I want to find out. Heâs not like the others. Heâs different.â
Ma reached for my hand and gave it a squeeze. âThatâs a good start. Take your time. If it feels right⊠and both of you feel ready⊠then weâll take the next step.â
I nodded. âYou should sleep, Ma. Itâs late.â
âYou too, beta. Good night.â
âGood night.â
Later, I slipped under the covers, changed into my pyjamas, and turned the lights offâbut sleep didnât come.
The evening played behind my closed eyes like a reel on loop. His voice. His silences. That quiet, careful way he looked at me when I said, âIâm here. Whenever you want to share.â
I remembered how he asked me to text him once I got home. Just a simple thing. But it wasnât casualâit was full of care.
I reached for my phone.
Reached home. Had a wonderful evening.
I didnât expect a quick reply.
But within momentsâping.
Glad to know. Even I had a great evening.
I smiled, fingers hovering over the screen. Should I say more about another meet? Would it seem too eager?
Another ping.
If youâre okay, letâs plan another meeting.
I laughed softly. So... he was thinking the same thing.
I typed back:
Definitely.
A minute later:
Thatâs great. Tell me your convenient day and time. Weâll plan accordingly.
I typed:
Okay :)
A few more texts followed. Light. Easy. Like dipping our feet into something unfamiliar but warm.
Finally, a gentle:
Good night.
I put my phone down, staring at the ceiling, A quiet smile tugged at the corners of my mouth.
This wasnât love. Not yet.
But it was something.
Something that made the silence feel fuller. The air feel lighter.
The next morning, as soon as I stepped into the office, Aarthi practically pounced on me with her usual detective-like energy.
âOkay, spill. How was it? What did he say? What didnât he say? she began in rapid-fire mode.
I couldnât help but laugh, raising a hand to stop her barrage. âAarthi, breathe. You sound like a true-crime podcast host.â
She grinned, though her eyes sparkled with mischief as she continued, âCome on, tell me everything about Mr. Sinha. His late wife? Myra? How was the dinner?â
I hesitated; I wasnât ready to dive into the complexities of his past. I didnât want to share her about certain details about us. It felt like they belonged only to Abhiram and me.
"I'm sorry, Aarthi, I can't tell you the detailsânothing about his past."
She pouted slightly, but soon relented with a playful huff, âFine, donât spill the gossip. But at least tell us how you feltâmeeting him, being there.â
He was polite. Well-groomed. I paused, then glanced at Aarthi with a little smirk and added, âAnd handsome too.â Aarthi gave me a wide grin, her eyes twinkling. âThat he is,â she said quickly, before Shivam could pretend to roll his eyes. He didnât, though.
âHeâs⊠different,â I said finally, letting the word settle. âDifferent from every other man Iâve met before.â  âOur ideologies match in ways that surprised me,â I continued, more to myself than them. âHe doesnât push. Doesnât pretend. He just⊠listens. He allows space. And I donât feel like I must wear a version of myself just to be around him.â
So, when he suggested meeting again, I agreed without hesitation, curious to see where this unexpected connection might lead.
Both Aarthi and Shivamâwho had been listening intently burst into smiles. Shivam clapped me on the shoulder, saying, âIâm very happy for you, Maithili. You finally found someone you donât run away from after meeting and thatâs a good sign. We really hope this works for you, and you know weâre both here for you.â
I smiled back, knowing they were genuinely happy for me.
In the days that followed, our connection grew in quiet. Abhiram and I began texting and talking over the phone, and no matter how many messages I received from him, a smile was always waiting on my face whenever I checked my phone. Our texts covered everythingâfrom mundane work updates and random book recommendations to jokes about our shared love for structured chaos. It became our safe, familiar ground.
We also started meeting casually in the evenings. Abhiram preferred to be with Myra at night, so our encounters were discreet planned when the evening shadows made it easy to slip away unnoticed. It wasnât that I minded being seen; it was that Abhiram, being a public figure, needed to keep his personal life under wraps until everything was certain.
It was just past lunch, the usual post-meal haze settling over the office when Aarthi suddenly popped her head up from behind her monitor.
âMaithili, do you have any plans tomorrow?â
I looked at her, raising an eyebrow. âWhy? Are you finally treating me to that spa day you owe me?â
She rolled her eyes. âShivamâs sister is coming over and I want to get her something nice. Thought we could go gift shopping together.â
I smiled. âOf course. Happy to come along.â
She narrowed her eyes at me mischievously. âYou sure? No plans with your Mr. Perfect?â
I chuckled. âEven if I did, Iâd cancel. Canât I do one small thing for my drama queen of a friend?â
Aarthi placed her hand on her heart. âTouchĂ©. Cancelling time with your Mr. Perfect for me? Iâm honored.â
I shook my head, laughing softly.
It had been four weeks since that first dinner with Abhiram. Four weeks of evening coffees, slow walks, long conversationsâmoments that filled more than just my time. They filled something in me that I hadnât realized was empty.
We met almost every day. It had become an unspoken rhythm. If we didnât meet, it was only because he was caught up at work or I was too drained to move. But even then, there were texts, voice notes, calls that went a little longer than necessary.
My phone buzzed on my desk. I didnât have to guess who it was. A smile bloomed across my face the moment I saw his name light up my screen.
Abhiram: Had lunch?
Me: Yes. And you?
Abhiram: Had a meeting, eating now. Also... Maithili, thereâs a new cafĂ© near our officeâless crowded. Can we meet there today?
I didnât even think. Not even for a heartbeat.
Me: Yes.
Not because I had to.
But because I wanted to.
And that made all the difference.
Evening I reached the café early.
Of course I did.
That was becoming a habitâone I didnât mind. I liked being there first. I liked the quiet moments before he arrived. The anticipation. The way his presence would slowly fill the room, even before he reached my table. I liked watching him walk in, always scanning the space until his eyes found mineâevery time, without fail.
Just then, my phone buzzed.
âOn my way. Two mins. Sorry đâ
I smiled without even realizing it.
And like clockwork, just a few minutes later, he walked in. Not rushed Abhiram never rushed but with that same steady calm Iâd grown to find oddly comforting. Familiar. His gaze landed on me, and the soft smile he gave made something flutter in my chest.
âHope you didnât wait too long,â he said as he slid into the seat across from me.
âI was early,â I shrugged.
He picked up the menu, glanced at it briefly, and then set it down. âI trust your taste. Order whatever you like.â
I raised a brow. âDangerous move, Mr. Sinha. What if I pick something with too much cheese or a sugar overload?â
He chuckled. âIâll take the risk, Miss Kulkarni,â he said, adding a playful wink.
So we orderedâhis usual black coffee, my regular creamy one, and something light to nibble. And like always, the conversation flowed, easy and unforced.
We wandered from books to baking disasters. I confessed to once making biscuits so hard they could be used as self-defense weapons. He laughed, tipping his head backâa real, full laugh. Rare. Beautiful.
Then, somewhere between coffee and the sun dipping lower, his tone shifted.
âSheâs obsessed with sea animals,â he said with a quiet fondness. âMade me watch the same dolphin documentary four times. Says jellyfish are misunderstood.â
I laughed, already picturing little Myra lecturing him on the injustice done to jellyfish.
And maybe it was that imageâor the softness in his voiceâthat made me ask.
I leaned in slightly. âYou know⊠Iâve been thinking about something you said the other night.â
He raised an eyebrow. âJust one thing?â
I smiled. âFine. Several things. But one stands out.â
He waited, and I askedâgentle, but clear:
âWhen can I meet Myra?â
He blinked, surprised. âYou want to meet her?â
I nodded. âI donât know why⊠I just do. Sheâs your world. And if I want to know youâreally know youâI want to know her too. I want her to like me. Maybe even⊠love me.â
He didnât respond right away. I could see him thinking, weighing something inside.
âItâs okay if youâre not ready,â I added quickly. âI understand.â
He let out a slow breath and met my gaze. âI am ready to introduce you to Myra, Maithili,â he said softly. âBut the real question is⊠are you ready to introduce yourself to Myraâofficially?â
That word caught me.
Officially.
His eyes didnât leave mine. Then, slowly, he reached across the table and placed his hand over mine.
For the first time since we met, he touched me. His fingers brushed mine, and I was amazed at how such a small gesture could hold so much significance.
âI didnât let you and Myra meet until now because... I wasnât sure if you were ready,â he said quietly. âI donât want you to meet her as a friend of mine or some acquaintance but as someone who could become part of her world and mine too.â
My heart skipped. Was he proposing?
âI hope you understand what Iâm saying,â he went on, his thumb lightly moving over my knuckles. âIf I bring you into her life, it wonât be casual. And it wonât be temporary.â
I swallowed, suddenly hyper-aware of every emotion tangled up inside me. His touch was grounding, steadyâbut what he was saying? It shook me, in the best and most terrifying way.
âItâs been four weeks since we met,â he said, voice low, honest. âAnd every time weâve met, every word youâve saidâyouâve surprised me. Youâve made me feel things I didnât think Iâd feel again. I was someone who ran from marriage⊠and then you happened. And I found myself wanting to stay.â
He looked at me with something I couldn't quite name. Something that held hope and fear in equal measure.
âI have a good feeling about us,â he said. âYou, me, and Myra. But if you meet her⊠it means this is real. It means giving this a name.â
A part of me warmed at his words.
But beneath it, a quiet doubt stirred.
He hadnât told me everything.
Not about Myraâs mother. Not about whether he was truly her biological father. That part of his life was still behind a closed doorâand I didnât want to walk into the future through a half-open one.
I looked at our hands, still entwined, and then back at him.
âIâŠâ I hesitated, my voice barely above a whisper. âI like the idea of us. I really do. And the thought of being in Myraâs lifeâit doesnât scare me. Not anymore.â
I looked up at him, meeting his eyes, searching them. âBut I canât build something lasting on unspoken truths. Youâve trusted me enough to share parts of your story⊠and Iâm grateful for that. But I need the rest. I need your whole truth before I can step into this fully.â
The words hung there, heavier than I expected. But I didnât look away.
âMarriage is built on trust, Abhiram. Thatâs the foundation. Everything elseâlove, time, compromiseâit all comes after. And if weâre really thinking about a future, about something real⊠I need to know your past.â
I exhaled slowly. âAnd Iâm not asking you to share everything right now. Not tonight. Not even tomorrow. You can take your time. Iâll wait. I want to wait. But I canât promise you a future thatâs built on half-truths. I wonât.â
He was still. Silent.
âYou told me once how Alisha wasnât honest with you before your marriage. That it led to... everything falling apart. I donât want that for us. I donât want to walk into something where pieces are missing, and assumptions fill in the blanks. We owe each other honesty even if the truth is heavy. Even if itâs hard.â
I paused. âNo matter how big or small, I want us to be able to show up for each other, with everything. Thatâs what we deserve.â
He didnât respond. Just stared at me for a long, unreadable moment. His face didnât shift, not even slightly. But his eyes⊠there was something there. I didnât yet have the name for.
Then, slowly without a word he pulled his hand away.
And stood.
âI need to go, Maithili,â he said, his voice flat, distant. âI have work to do. Iâll call you.â
He didnât wait for a reply.
Just turned... and walked away.
I sat there, heart pounding, hands suddenly cold against the ceramic of my coffee cup. The chair across from me now emptyâtoo empty.
Did I overstep?
Did I touch a nerve I wasnât meant to touch?
Should I have held backâjust a little longer?
But deep down, another voice spoke up. Steadier. Quieter, but firm:
No.
I didnât ask for too much.
I didnât demand.
I asked for truth. I asked for the kind of love that doesnât hide.
And maybe I did touch a nerve.
But how could I not, if that nerve still held the pieces of the man I was falling for?
I liked him. More than I ever thought I would. But I couldnât marry him with only half the story. I couldnât step into a future with locked doors and silent shadows.
I deserved the whole truth.
And maybe⊠so did he.

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